Katie|16|American|Christian|homeschooled|writer... on my way to becoming beautiful.
I’m getting all weirded out now tho.
If what happened wasn’t just a coincidence, then that means that I might have insight into who the guy I end up with is. If it was a coincidence, I’m wasting time and energy over dumb stuff.
But at the same time, I can’t let it go as coincidental or unimportant. It feels accurate and meaningful and I’m so confused by it all because it’s not concrete. Because he’s not going to be around much anymore and the age difference (right now) is too much and we don’t know each other that well and what if I’m just being crazy? What am I supposed to do? I don’t want to entertain dumb fantasies. :/